I deserve love

I deserve love.

Not that generic, standard, or regular type of love.
But that magnetic, expanded, lighting up my life with yellow color type of love.

Not that easily reachable, replaceable, and replicable type of love.
But that radiant, refreshing, and reliable type of love.

I deserve love that engulfs the entirety of my soul in warmth,
clothing the being of my existence into a cocoon known only to help me then transform.

I deserve love so comforting that every attributer to who I am,
is stripped away of pain and ache so I can really feel who I am.

I deserve the type of love that is first build on the foundation of utter, humble trust.
So I will never have to face the inevitable real of love just built on lust.

The kind of love I want is not a true love, his love, or unfilled love.
But the love that comes from within, the love you are proud of.

Free love.

Bold love.

Self love.